Day 4: Post-Knee Surgery

DAY 4
Yep. 4 days in. My legs are woolly, my hair is greasy, and thanks to Noah still in diapers, it's been buttwipes bathing for me - "pits and bits". Bleh. I am... a hot mess.
I've been in bed for 4 straight days... looking at the same 4 walls. I've been laying down for so long, my butt hurts and the room spins when I sit up. So much drugs, I don't feel like myself. 

Through all the pain and grime, I'm still greeted with sunshine. The handful of messages and visitors - dinner, cards, treats, care packages... and conversations (to the best of my groggy ability).

 I'm completely vulnerable. I'm in the most raw state possible and I don't like it. But, it's your unconditional love - family, friends, teammates, that has been absolutely comforting. ♡


*deep breath - just 4 days into this journey and so many soul-shifting "ah ha" moments already. ‪#‎littlethingseveryday‬ ‪#‎kneesurgery‬ ‪#‎findthegood‬




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