"Closer to my dreams
I’m goin’ higher and higher
I ain’t gonna sleep
Some times you just have to let it go (Let it go, let
it go)
Leaving all my fears to burn down
Push them away so I can move on..."
-Goapele
I couldn't sleep last night. My body was tired, but my mind was swimming in reflection.
I've been playing this malicious game of figuring out who I am for a very short time now. I've started to try to step back from myself to see how I'm reacting to a situation and why I'm reacting as so. I seem to only overanalyze myself and it just drives me insane.
This journey is turning out to be more exhausting than the blueprint I originally imagined.
A list of what I do know of myself:
*I know that I do things for others without expecting anything in return.
*My response to anything is instant... I have no filter. That is bad at times and I know I should take the time to think before spewing.
*I'm not very good at taking compliments. Instead of saying "no" or "whatever"... I should respond with "thank you".
*I don't call my family nearly as often as they call me. I should make time. Seriously.
To be continued...
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