♪ ♫ You're calling to me, I can't hear what you've said...
Then you said "go slow"... I fall behind. ♫ ♪
-Time After Time
"Somber" is a word I used today. I've heard it before but never really thought about it.
It holds a different kind of beauty. Sombering beauty?
I will say these past 4 months have been pretty tough on me. More struggling with myself... more than usual anyways. Worry and stress. Downing and the other particulars. Unsettled and unsure.
I seem to catch myself in this state often... time after time. Why? Do I live for the "what-ifs"?
Now that I think about it... I always think of the what-ifs and prepare for them. I can not remember the last time I just enjoyed the present. That makes me a somber Jenn.