I've been struggling lately. I know there are things I shouldn't care about, so the struggle is figuring out the things that doesn't matter, what to really be excited about... and learning when to tone my feelings down (or just turn them off all together).
Looking through my "Notes" on Facebook - I came across this note... and it still sticks.
Dated June 9th 2010 @ 5:06pm
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At times, to some... I may be too emotional. And it's true. I do tend to take things personal. And sometimes... I don't take things seriously as maybe I should.
My biggest flaw is that I wear my heart on my sleeve for the whole world to see. I'd definitely be the worst poker player: Me + Poker Face = What? No, really, I don't know what to do with these Aces!
My not so "poker face" has gotten me in trouble... along with my non-existent filter for thoughts before spewing them from my mouth. I suck at thinking before speaking. But hey, that's just me.
Tell me my toes are those like a monkey... and I'll frown. Then I'll say something like "your face!".
Tell me my voice sounds so sweet... and I'll blush... then tell you you're lying cause it really sounds like a man.
What's my point I'm trying to make? I'm not sure. Except the fact that I truly feel. Don't doubt anything I say or do because Its from the heart... on my sleeve.
J to the R O
