Introduction

"People are like stained glass windows. They glow and sparkle when the sun is shining on them. But, if the sun goes down, their true beauty is revealed only if they have a light from within."

I'm on that journey to find my light.

I seemed to have lost myself all over again.
A little over a month ago, I cracked. Everything caved in. My strength, my happiness, my heart, and nearly my hope.
I guess Marilyn was right all along: "When love goes wrong, nothing goes right".

Every night and every morning, I cry. I'm tired and lost interest in everything... I've been living in despair. My heart aches and my soul hurts. I have never felt a pain so fierce. I don't think it will ever end.

I can't change the past. I can't change what happened. There's only looking forward, being better than I was. That is my plan.

With my little hope and my small amount of faith... I will remain.
I don't want to stop fighting, but if you love something, you must let it go to see if it comes back.

Until then, I'll write these blogs, my memoir.

The journey to find the light... of Jennifer Daniele.