Such a beautiful line. I believed that I related to it. There are no regrets, no looking back.
...but until recently, I know now that life is truely a drawing. There is no erasing.
When I first started these blogs. I basically lost the love of my life. He needed time to figure out if this is where he wants to be again... with me. It was what I thought to be the darkest 3 months of my life. Then I was laid-off. Done. I had nothing else to lose... it was all gone.
After my lay-off, my Love called. He wanted to make sure I was alright. Everything happens for a reason?
We started seeing eachother again... and it was so nice. We caught up from the time he separated himself from me, we talked about what we wanted from eachother. I asked him to walk beside me again... he accepted.
Together for 4 years, then I broke it off in 2006. During my "growing-up" time, I came to realize he is my "1". He's everything that I ever wanted... but I broke his heart.
I know that it'll forever haunt me, it'll never fade from his mind. But we're moving forward.
I feel as though my color is coming back. My hope and faith saved me during that time... I smile more, and I feel so good. I'm happy and probably the happiest that I could ever remember.
"Life is the Art of Drawing without an Eraser"... still so true.
My Love and I recently found that I am with child. 7 weeks. The doctor said it's still early enough and I have options. My only thought at that point was:
My life has no eraser.
Jennifer Daniele
1 comment:
Things happen for a reason. Especially at times, when you're the loneliest and feel as though you have lost everything. That's the moment and the time when you realize that someone was watching over you. Something was planned for you. There is something greater. Whatever this is, whatever one may call it, there are doors that close, and there are doors that open. I remember how you felt in the past and how you couldn't see the end of the road or the greater purpose. Those are the times, when we need to trust and have faith in ourselves and in what may happen. And sometimes these things happen, because we hadn't listened to that voice deep inside in a loong time. I am so very happy for you and for what is about to see the world in a few months. Embrace life and live in the present. If there is one thing that I've learned and am realizing over and over again, then it's that. Life is more than we can see and grasp at times. It wouldn't be special, if it wasn't that way.
Love, TL
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