"Don't ask no questions, it goes on without you-
Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace...
The world keeps on spinning, You can't stop it, if you try to.
This time it's danger staring you in the face.."
-Des'ree- You Gotta Be
Just breathe.
My life seems to be shifting so fast these past two months. All the planning, thinking-through... I'm exhausted.
I'll be moving into my Love's house with his three roomies, the three roomies I've known for years. I'm excited and nervous just the same. It'll only be for a few months until my love and I move into our own place. We're looking into houses- 2 to 3 bedrooms.
I asked him the other day:
Are you nervous?
...he thought for a few seconds- No.
Really? You're not nervous to live with me again? I replied
No. I believe that we've both grown up and that we're both able and willing to make it work this time around. He looks at me with a sparkle in his eye.
...you make me so happy.
Move-in day is in two weeks and I've had no energy to pack anything. I'd walk around my apartment and soak it in. I've been there for almost three years. My first apartment... all by myself. I've learned so much and watched myself grow there. I'll be sad when I leave, but I hope another single gal moves in... she'll love it.
